yesterday we discussed about 'purpose'. I want to see what my purpose in life is..NOW. god please open my eyes. please.

it's ok, i don't have to be everything, i just have to be confident in being what i think is best to be. i realise that i'm in the minority in a lot of things, so perhaps i should realise that and get on with my unusual life like it was the most normal thing in the world.

'no-one is normal'. i have to remember that because normality is very uncommon in london. normality is for places where everyone does the same thing, wears the same thing, hangs out at the same place every night and repeats the opinions of everyone else because nothing ever changes.

although i may be friendly and all hugs-and-kisses, when it comes to really expressing feelings, i can still, after all these years of soul-searching, be a flintstone. it took me 5 years to say 'i love you'. but i know what the cure is: do it more often. aiya...when am i gonna learn? i'm already old.

it's like i've been waiting to meet christine all my life. it's not just that i can talk to her about things, she also clarified a lot of things for me just by talking about her life. all in all, a great talker

spending more time with christine...heehee   

meanwhile, the search for the friend's friend's flat continues. London's flats ~~~ suck ~~~. I won't post ugly pictures to show the world how much London's flats suck. just trust me.

So we live in homes that are costlier, smaller and older than almost anywhere in the world

...read it on the architecture industry weekly

my 'date' with Christine went well. I think she likes me.

CHRISTINE IS HERE!!! i'm meeting her tomorrow. YAY!!!!      

from CJ's email

Hi guys,
Hope everyone's having a blessed week - if not, pray harder!

When you're driving through a fog, you may not be able to see the whole road, but you can see the few feet in front of you, and that's all you need to get home. You may not have all the answers now, but you have exactly the pieces you need. Move slowly and you'll get there in no time.

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.

simple, but easy to forget!